I remember

I remember 15 minutes ago. The way you felt :( oooohhhh -_- I remember looking into your eyes. I 

remember my sophomore year. I remember all the drama from yesterday, remember when I freaked out at 

Jimmy?! hahaha great guy! not really. I remember when I used to lived with my mom. She's a funny woman 

let me tell ya. I remember walking around and acting shy at LP. Not on purpose,  I'm still a little shy I would 

say until you really know me. I remember freshman year, that black kid Darius Kelly choked me out in the 

locker room. Literally I passed out lol. I remember always getting a sore throat. I remember work 

and how I pretty much don't like jobs. I remember building relationships. I remember my confidence 

boosting. I remember going AZ. yeaaaaahhhhhhh. Remember the words my Dad told me and his "promise." 

I remember feeling sad and learning how to not be or at least not often. I remember learning and still learning 

how to have good self control. I remember you said we we're gonna play some music. Man no we're not. I 

remember my sister is coming to see me May 10th, soooo excited. I remember texting thinking "I'm on my 

phone too much." I remember 2 days ago, yesterday and today. 

Lost

So right now I am looking for a $106 dollar check that is nowhere to be found. Man Iv'e checked everywhere. In my room, In the kitchen, under baskets, In cabinets, drawers, cars, next place I'm gonna check is the freakin trashcan sitting in my driveway. What to do,,, backtrack I literally do not know there are too many places it could be. When you lose something like this they always end up in the wierdest places. Man that ain't a word!! "Oh well" Any Ideas???????

Heart

Hey my dear heart,
Thank you for always putting up with my emotions and making me who I am today.. that's it.
Sincerely, Mason

Great Song- The stArTing LinE

Almost there, going nowhere

it's time to say a word
"say it like you mean it"
he spoke with a tone of hurt
as my eyes rolled back
hoping for the end
one too many condescending battles for a friend

say another word
and i'll sit on the floor
keep talking down to me
your not only losing me
your losing whats in store

i'll try to stay awake
when i go
when i get home
i'll try to stay away
over the phone
so i can tell the truth
tell the truth

something keeps on getting in the way
between you and I on summer holiday yeah
just wait one minute more
cause my heart is halfway torn and your already gone
and your already gone

i'll try to stay awake (so i can tell you)
when i go
when i get home
i'll try to stay away (so i can tell you)
over the phone
so i can tell the truth

say another word
face first on the floor
keep talking down to me
losing what was almost meant to be

i'll try to stay awake (so i can tell you)
when i go
when i get home
i'll try to stay away (so i can tell you)
over the phone
so i can tell the truth

Shoes

Shoes they keep your feet warm. Sometimes. When you're not in the snow. I haven't blogged forever my bad. Life kinda sucks though. Well right now,,, nahh I'm okay! Chili-cheese corndogs?!?! Banana Bell Peppers-Carson Mooney. It was soooooo windy today like did you see that wind, or in that matter hear it. I received a haircut today guys. Wendy told me I look Adam Levine lols. Well anyways this has nothing to do with shoes but, hey who cares these are all thoughts that randomly came to my mind!
-With carson mooney

pen names

Revealed.

just because its sunday

Stare at the dots in the middle for about 30 seconds then look at a blank wall..

Fears

I think we are all afraid of something in life. One thing I fear too much is what my life is going to be like as I grow older. I can't predict what will happen, but I know I have some important choices to make to be successful. Sometimes I even fear myself, especially if I make a mistake or can't get it right!
It's okay to understand each and everyone of our own fears not to feel bad about ourselves but to realize them and know what we can do with them. It would not be right to never be afraid of anything in life. Too much fear causes anxiety, but the best cure to fear is knowledge. For example if we know how to do something we don't fear it like driving, if we are just barely learning how to drive we may fear it. Once we have a license it almost can become a priority just to drive. If someone is just starting to learn how to play a sport or an instument or whatever it may be, we may fear it until we become good or comfortable.
We can all conquer our fears! When we know or plan out what's next (not saying that's always necessary) we can become less afraid.

Be who you want to be

As I start to notice who we are, what brought us here
I become who I've wanted and stand up for what is right

Open up your eyes, pick yourself back up and retry.
I can see it in you now you won't let go.
Say you'll stick around I need some hope.

Cuz nobody wants to be, nobody has to be what people say.

Ya feel cold and lonely, we're strong.. dont give up now. The air is silent but the noise appears so loud.
Open up your eyes (I dont know what I did, for the typing font) Pick yourself back up and retry I can see it in you now you won't let go. Say you'll stick around I need some hope.

Cuz nobody wants to be, nobody has to be what people say.
(Repeat)

How to bake cookies

First: Gather all ingredients
Second: Pull out correct measuring cups
Third: Soften butter, put in a bowl
Fourth: Add sugars, egg(s), and a little extra vanilla
Fifth: Add flour, baking soda, and salt, but a tiny bit less than what it calls for. (On sodium and salt)
Sixth: Throw in chocloate chips
Seventh: Preheat oven.
Eighth: Put into balls on cookie sheet.
Ninth: Put in oven
Tenth: UNDERCOOK THEM, slightly

Random Rhymes as Fast as I can

If I could fly, then I'd touch the sky.
If I could leap I wouldn't make a peep.
I will dive into water, until I find my daughter.
Can I eat some ice-cream and catch you with a detailed scream.
In fact, I'll run... run until I touch the sun.
Maybe I'll sink into sand until I need a helping hand.
One day I'll sing, sing so loud the doorbell rings.
See him standing there? Ya! The guy without hair.
I'll carry my things, eventually my arms will sting.
I feel like competing, except one of us would be cheating.
I hear the sound of strings, they echo a nice ding.
I smell cake, that stuff keeps you awake.
Don't mind me, I'll sit up in a tree.
I think you're cool, gosh you make me drool.
Ill skate down a hill, my board will wobble it'll be such a trill.
This is where I live, I'll have something left to give.

BrIcKs

A brick is solid, a brick is rock and if you get hit in the face with it you won't be able to talk. That's my rhyme for the day! A brick is used for building, for damaging, for stacking, for holding that certain something open. It's that thing deep inside your chest when you're discouraged. A brick is a heavyweight burden on our shoulders as we walk around feeling guilty. Bricks destroy us, yet enlighten us they get lighter and lighter as we stay positive and happy. They pour down on us when we make the wrong decision. They can make us stronger as we lift them up! A brick isn't just an ordinary brick? Or is It?!

Blank

I sit back in my metal chair, my eyes try to stay open... my lips are chapped my throats hurts like hell. I think about my life in the past and the future, perhaps even now. I think about how I need to be more comitted. My strengths, my weaknesses, friends, family. People at school... music, food, exercise..  anything. Being alone in a dark house leaves your mind wandering but empty.

Love

Love

Love is that feeling you have for someone when you are attracted to them.

Love is when you appreciate who someone really is.

Love is fighting a war ending up with scars everywhere

Love is climbling a tree and falling down, somtimes you have to find different ways to climb it.

Love is a hole that can always be dug deeper.

Love is true.

Love is aware.

 

Have I been in love? I don't think so.... see I have had certain feelings for someone but It'd be hard for me to say Iv'e actually fallen in love! I feel so young yet so old. Sometimes I wonder what is true love? Have i felt it? Do I need it?



Pressing On

"Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.
My problems fell out of the back of my mind.
We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going.
To go back to where I was would just be wrong.
I'm pressing on.
Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)
And I won't sit back, and take this anymore.
'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door.
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I'm pressing on.

I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
Adversity, we get around it.
Searched for joy, in you I found it."

Robots

I am human because I walk with 2 feet and have legs, however so do robots... I breathe air and try to make my days successful, well most of the time. If I were a robot I wouldn't have a brain. I wouldn't have skin, hair, a sense of feeling or touch. Perhaps I would not make my own choices. I have something small and simple to say and that is don't let other people control you. You are you and only yourslef, can fail, succeed, think your own thoughts, make choices, and lastly be the best you can be!

John

I have a band called.. WAit I can't tell you! (That's not actually what it's called) and one of our songs is called John! It reminds me of a mix between something by Nirvanna and Rage against the Machine. Don't you all love music? It creates a certain emotion for me and fills me up. Music has tons of meaning behind it, without it I'd be lost. A question Iv'e often asked myself is what would the world be like if no one ever created an instrument or some type of music? I feel like it is everwhere we go: in cars, stores, houses, schools, on phones, etc. Appreciate the gift of music.

                                                                 CRaYons

Red- The color I think of when I see a fancy car.
Black-Darkness.
Orange- Reminds me of eating a tangerine
Brown- The color of most nice furniture and couches
Blue- My fav! Look up at the sky...
Pink- Most girls love it
Green- I think of nature, plants, veggies etc.
Yellow- Bright, Sunny, almost hurts your eyes
Purple- Never really have appreciated this color
White-Pure

Me2k15

Hi, my name is someone who is thinking about someone. That someone is thinking about the world. That world is a place where I belong. A little about myself: I am inspired by music. It is life! Writing it, hearing it, recording it, feeling it, putting it to a place in my soul! If you can't tell I love it... I'm play guitar and sing in one band:0 and in another I hit drums ;) If I'm not doing something with music I am probably hanging out with people possibly or just hanging out with myself... maybe I'll go skating or longboarding! Cooking is pretty rad! I like to be with people everyone and anyone (most of the time) I usually dont like huge crazy crowds. I kinda like to be alone sometimes,,, It's hard for me to say "no". I guess I dont like to displease anybody ha!! Thats about it. Check out my blog :)